Saturday, 5 October 2024

I'm back thank god

 


Greetings,

            Hello, time flew by so fast without me noticing it. Honestly right now I am not feeling too well maybe due to the energy crash from this past few weeks, I have been happier though compared to before bermonths. I am feeling a bit anxious and my head feels so heavy maybe due to yesterday I have drained my reservoir of energy. It's not good for me to stay long in socializing even if it's my boyfriend or anyone for that matter, nothing personal just health status stuff. Since it has been a while and I was coping too, I have quite recovered from the pain but never forget them. I just did a minimal vice and I realized that, that was the last moment I will encounter of me doing that ever again. I want to feel better about myself so I will stop it for my wellbeing too. In all honesty I am tired yet I can't sleep because of that surge of emotion wait I haven't taken a dump yet. I have not been drinking religiously my supplements and my gut is not doing well, well time to actually drink it even if it's already late LOL! I'm back just drank my magnesium and vitamin c, I feel good already. Oh yeah, I have my skin burned and it peeled off thanks to my cousin that has no regard to anyone and expects everyone to always take care of her. I feel so unsafe around her I literally can feel the energy of malice in her, let's not even dive there as I am typing I don't feel well being in that space. Anyway I might fall asleep after this or continue with my study, my exam is next week and on a Monday can you believe that? 

                                              Until then see you next time, love ya 

                                                                                                                                                                                     

                                                        xoxo, V.

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