Greetings,
Good afternoon to fellow smurfs and hoomans, today as I have pursued and attained my daily duties to my dear pets and kitchen. Suddenly I thought about today's subtle announcement that my dear poppy is a girl by the way likes to hump her parents, it's actually quite funny because she is so tiny and cute, also the coffee I made was the utmost perfection of my morning. I did quite a hefty cleaning since there was a huge mess after preparing a quick breakfast. To start with later agenda, I will be pondering a lot about the length of interest I aim for. I saw a couple of inspiring videos and usually I ignore them and watch drama news about non-entertaining hoomans and their cup unfolds, by practicing self-sustainable the depth will be uncovered and by listening to every tiny voice in our head we get cray-cray, I too am on the verge like the ads you get from watching illegally from a website to save couple pennies. I just came back from my dutiful tasks, so I discovered I have severe anxiety disorder well at least now I know why I am what I am. There's literally nothing eventful here and all I do is just imagine and watch, being an audience do get boring that's why this time I'm trying to turn the tables by starting here and actually going through with it. I have over 30 games on my phone so I won't get bored but in the end the energy depleting had me less going throughout the day, and it would repeat for months. Now things would be different, and I am trying to find ways to keep myself going even though things can escalate quickly for me. Going back to the conversation, I had the weirdest dream ever it was suddenly raining there, and the place was surreal even though I don't know the place still am very familiar of the shortcuts and route there. I was literally in a rush and tumbled on the smokey powdered floor it's dry btw and I came inside the dorm to actually poop (in the bathroom ofc.). I woke up suddenly thank God, because last night I took a magnesium capsule so if you have problem regarding stomach acid and constipation use magnesium oxide, there are different types of magnesium and I only heed attention to it thanks to YouTube. I actually am in medical school how ironic I know, not the best in studying but still got a 90 gpa. It's all about the clutch for me but things will change soon for the better. I am a lot of things, but I am not my person that the most I want to change. This could be the longest essay I wrote on a random Thursday, maybe doing something spontaneous and public could help with my disorder (crossed fingers).
Sincerely,
Gargamelicious
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