Sunday, 1 September 2024

A 3rd year in nursing!

 

Greetings,

             Hello good day, I haven't posted for a little while because I was fighting the demons which I scrolled in the media and time flew by so fast! Anyway, after I processed my enrollment in clutch within the last day of enrollment and yes there were a lot of people but not as much as it did from my previous university. I actually shifted but that's a different story. Tomorrow will be my first day as a third year, this time I'm going to be friendly and less tense. I will just do it without doubting myself and just keep making even little difference in myself generally. I have so much to say and yet in person I tend to constrain my words and make a word that is quite abstract, now I realized that is not how you talk to people because they will not fully comprehend the extent of that meaning you are trying to deliver. 

The main goal here is to graduate and get license, remember doubting and being anxious won't give you progress or reward but digress through time and resources. An idea comes to mind that is to feel less the theoretical feeling but to create something from within "happiness" and "having to live the day to the fullest". It doesn't matter how they look at me but how I perceive myself, yeah. Quite frankly I am going to chill like Vanessa Hudgens, she is so cool ever since I watched her movie for the first time "High school musical" I really liked it. Speaking of likes, lately I just found out about more on my interest and dislike. Usually in the past I was willing to take the disadvantage just to make underserving people be okay. But now things have changed, I respect myself more and I don't let anyone trample over me even if it's my relatives or just anyone at all. 

I'm going to bed in a bit since it's getting late, and I have to get up early. I will update what will happen tomorrow and the following days. Well welcome to my third-year life in nursing! Good night.

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