Dear Journal,
It has been already a month since I made the downpayment on my gold and today is the day I will pay for it as a whole, then it would be delivered to me in a week. It's quite expensive considering my situation being as a student only. It's not smart of me to not live below my means, and so this coming summer I will do my best to actually not spend a dime. Also I will be going home, back to my province. I am excited because we only go back after a few years, it's been 3 years since my last visit I was in my summer before freshman year. A lot.. has happened and I am thankful for the experience and just make positive out of it. I want to relearn myself and get that new perspective for this coming year, since it's going to be board exam after that. I need to have a strong mind, body, and soul for that. Good thing is I already know what to do in my early 20s. I had it all planned out in my diary, well yeah I have two diaries. Only 2 more weeks then it's already summer and hence senior year. I want to romanticize life again.
Lately, I have come to respect myself more by not caring enough on people's thoughts and just focus on my health. Ever since I started just doing shit that I want or comfortable with, everything suddenly seems chill. Right now I'm kind of over-stimulated since I'm about to pay for the gold, which is only around 17k. I feel a little lethargic due to the meds I just took but regardless upbeat.
My plans after school would be take the board exam then after that I will be applying for a paralegal program at UP. While being in the program I'll also be having to take the english proficiency exam so that I could work part-time English tutor internationally. After getting my certificates for both, I will be applying for a public or private hospital for 6months only, and after that I might do something else. It actually depends if I would pursue both as a nurse and an online practitioner as a paralegal professional and teacher for all ages. I want to also gain new skills like making jewelries, like be a part-time silversmith. I want to be diverse and live the most while saving 70% of my money. I want to be able to work abroad and gain more stability while having already 1M pesos in my bank account or let my parents borrow, even though I'm quite skeptical on that part.
I want to afford my own home preferably a land or maybe a penthouse? Any of them would be very fine with me. Being independent is my permanent goal, while romanticizing my life. I think I'd choose a countryside home so that my land would be quite big, enough to fulfill my hopes. Also speaking of hopes, lately I have been infatuated with jewelries right now I have 2 carat ruby ring, opal ring, and a pink small tourmaline ring all in silver inlaid, and my other gold ones are 3.8g heart necklace, 4.2g bracelet, 1gram earring, and a 2gram ring. Others are big donut green jade necklace in black rope, pearls, and rose quartz.
