Dear Journal,
Hey I just got back from hospital duty, I'm a nursing student in my juniors. Lately it dawned me that I have to be somewhat an outgoing loud person to match their frequency, but realistically I hate speaking much I just do my thing. Socializing is a sport for me they harnessed life force, so I'd rather not. I want to do more and just speak more on what is important only, without speaking on my personal life since we do not invest in people. Frankly speaking ever since I was 4 or 5 I already stayed away from talking to any kids and just older people where I can be curious on life lesson and such, I think there's an old person in me I just want to rest eat tea and speak on the news or trend lately casually, no need for excess expression just smile and mild laugh. Ugh I hate pretending, I'll try to simmer down my attitude!
