How far?

Greetings,

        Good afternoon to fellow smurfs and hoomans, today as I have pursued and attained my daily duties to my dear pets and kitchen. Suddenly I thought about today's subtle announcement that my dear poppy is a girl by the way likes to hump her parents, it's actually quite funny because she is so tiny and cute, also the coffee I made was the utmost perfection of my morning. I did quite a hefty cleaning since there was a huge mess after preparing a quick breakfast. To start with later agenda, I will be pondering a lot about the length of interest I aim for. I saw a couple of inspiring videos and usually I ignore them and watch drama news about non-entertaining hoomans and their cup unfolds, by practicing self-sustainable the depth will be uncovered and by listening to every tiny voice in our head we get cray-cray, I too am on the verge like the ads you get from watching illegally from a website to save couple pennies. I just came back from my dutiful tasks, so I discovered I have severe anxiety disorder well at least now I know why I am what I am. There's literally nothing eventful here and all I do is just imagine and watch, being an audience do get boring that's why this time I'm trying to turn the tables by starting here and actually going through with it. I have over 30 games on my phone so I won't get bored but in the end the energy depleting had me less going throughout the day, and it would repeat for months. Now things would be different, and I am trying to find ways to keep myself going even though things can escalate quickly for me. Going back to the conversation, I had the weirdest dream ever it was suddenly raining there, and the place was surreal even though I don't know the place still am very familiar of the shortcuts and route there. I was literally in a rush and tumbled on the smokey powdered floor it's dry btw and I came inside the dorm to actually poop (in the bathroom ofc.). I woke up suddenly thank God, because last night I took a magnesium capsule so if you have problem regarding stomach acid and constipation use magnesium oxide, there are different types of magnesium and I only heed attention to it thanks to YouTube. I actually am in medical school how ironic I know, not the best in studying but still got a 90 gpa. It's all about the clutch for me but things will change soon for the better. I am a lot of things, but I am not my person that the most I want to change. This could be the longest essay I wrote on a random Thursday, maybe doing something spontaneous and public could help with my disorder (crossed fingers).

                                                                                                                               Sincerely,

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Sprinkle Sprinkle

To: Smurfs and hoomans

From Gargamelicious

Greetings, this would be my very first time to write about anything and actually post it. I love the Smurfs movie by the way if you're wondering why Gargamel! well for starters he is an odd man, and I too consider myself odd but in a sad way like I won't be in a movie. Wait! what if I imagine it to be then would it not manifest in a way? Okay currently I'm in the romcom genre well I think I suck in it. My victim costar is completely infatuated with me a gargamelicious and he is just a tall deep voice yet good singer and I the most awesome villain he'll ever meet (evil laugh) have besides having a pench of dark humor and a personality I might be rocking it after all. This is new to me I haven't actually fallen for a kind peasant ever (dramatic thunder), I for one have been alone in my mind for far too long I think I have baked already my brains though I have been wearing sunscreen. In no relation to the script there has been already too much I right? I know! I can't even. Going back to the genre the romcom has slowed down for a while and now it's just a stop motion movie. Now I get what Adele meant, but I want to stay more here on the other side. When life gives you lemons you make lemon square cupcake like it tastes the best, even while writing this I'm drooling. Anyway, this Gargamel! is from universe Earth (insert whatever fancy characters and numbers I live in right now), also the exclamatory sign has been appearing, so I just went on with it. Back to the conversation we're having if you're still there, my back hurts already from typing. I am exquisitely stodgy for a while if ever there is kind suggestion of spending my genre discovery, I would be thankful. Aside from rumbling random things I would like to introduce myself for the credits part since it has already been that long, it's... sike.